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Hey everybody in case you didn’t know my name is Barry Lee Cusick.I was born on January 27, 1979.. I didn’t learn to speak until I was four years old apparently the teachers didn’t know what to do with me my mom didn’t know what to do with me because the autism wasn’t really really popular back then or at that time. I just started going to school I think at three years old for some reason I was put in this school with other children who were sort of like me not really for some reason I had this gift of art and I always thought that I was really really dumb but it turns out I’m not!. art is the only thing that I am great at but I am at that time you know I thought I was I was being bullied and stuff because I was poor but that wasn’t the case apparently I was bullied because I was different I didn’t apparently fit in I still don’t understand it i’m still trying to figure out how smart I am because I don’t know how smart I am and the only way I know it’s because I took a wittybunny quiz and so my IQ is 253% apparently 253% is genius level I guess I really don’t know I’m still trying to figure everything out. But for some reason I have this really tremendous memory of you know of being being severely bullied horribly and this one kid Ronnie who used to use to get on the school bus used to hijack me with a knife. He would sit next to me and take the knife out and tell me how if I moved if I moved away from the seat he would kill me imagine imagine someone like threatening to kill you if you move from the seat if you move from your seat he knew I was afraid of him I think that’s what he liked. He was a really scary looking guy I was terrified of him you know after he would threaten me with a knife we would get to school and he would start kicking my desk repeatedly just to show me that he was in charge this went on this for days until until he got expelled I told I told the bus driver what he was doing and the bus driver didn’t like it either same as before before that it happened he actually actually told me to unzip my pants and and that’s when he pinched me in the crotch and then he twisted it till I screamed and that’s when he got expelled I was so relieved I thought my problems were over and then this kid with a lollipop you know comes in the building and the problems just start all over again he would shove me he would shove me to the floor in the hallway and just laugh at I was always a target because I never fought back

Hey everybody I don’t even know what I was going to say this is I guess part two I need to finish the story I’m trying to remember OK so there was this teacher substitute teacher named Sylvia she was she was a horrible she was a horrible teacher to me I remember her specifically grabbing me by the face aggressively and she told me if you don’t stop whatever you’re doing I’m going to be your worst effing nightmare that was probably the most traumatizing for me I went home I went home of course on the way home on the bus I was always getting bullied not just by the teachers but not just by the substitute teachers but by the students as well especially on the yellow bus do you kids were these kids were madly in feeble mentally and feeble and I was not but they still they still abused me it was pretty traumatizing but it wasn’t just them that bullied me a lot of other kids that bullied me to regular kids except for a separate one separate one girl  Amber I will never forget her yeah she never she was never a bully to me she was always really nice to me and the rest of the kids in that school they were complete shit to me they were complete shit to me god yeah I pretty much made me hate learning pocola school just pretty much made me hate learning pocola school

My name is Barry lee cusick I am a first time published sketch artist I illustrated for Mick Strawn in the behind the screams book 3 of my drawings were published in the book along with my name I was freaking out when I saw my name. I started drawing when I was in headstart my first drawing was freddy krueger it wasn’t very well done but I didn’t discover my talent until later later on! 

I was introduced to the arts by an art teacher from pocola public school. 

I was also seduced by the horror genre 

When I was a kid. I hated going to school every day but I loved being at home. I always felt like I didn’t fit in for a long time I didn’t know why but now I know why it was because I was different it  was because  I am autistic but I had no idea at the time anyway I was trying to become a self-taught artist and now I am I love drawing graphic art making canvas art is amazing back in the day i was drawing on scrap paper doing scrap pieces, things that make me autistic. I’m obsessed with tv and horror films and superheroes my favorite superheroes Sheldon Cooper, 

Superman, Wolverine, spiderman, Incredible Hulk, Ironman, Thor, Batman, 

Date:

March 29, 2022, 1:40 PM

Hey everybody in case you didn’t know my name is Barry Lee Cusick.I was born on January 27, 1979.. I didn’t learn to speak until I was four years old apparently the teachers didn’t know what to do with me my mom didn’t know what to do with me because the autism wasn’t really really popular back then or at that time. I just started going to school I think at three years old for some reason I was put in this school with other children who were sort of like me not really for some reason I had this gift of art and I always thought that I was really really dumb but it turns out I’m not!. art is the only thing that I am great at but I am at that time you know I thought I was I was being bullied and stuff because I was poor but that wasn’t the case apparently I was bullied because I was different I didn’t apparently fit in I still don’t understand it i’m still trying to figure out how smart I am because I don’t know how smart I am and the only way I know it’s because I took a wittybunny quiz and so my IQ is 253% apparently 253% is genius level I guess I really don’t know I’m still trying to figure everything out. But for some reason I have this really tremendous memory of you know of being being severely bullied horribly and this one kid Ronnie who used to use to get on the school bus used to hijack me with a knife. He would sit next to me and take the knife out and tell me how if I moved if I moved away from the seat he would kill me imagine imagine someone like threatening to kill you if you move from the seat if you move from your seat he knew I was afraid of him I think that’s what he liked. He was a really scary looking guy I was terrified of him you know after he would threaten me with a knife we would get to school and he would start kicking my desk repeatedly just to show me that he was in charge this went on this for days until until he got expelled I told I told the bus driver what he was doing and the bus driver didn’t like it either same as before before that it happened he actually actually told me to unzip my pants and and that’s when he pinched me in the crotch and then he twisted it till I screamed and that’s when he got expelled I was so relieved I thought my problems were over and then this kid with a lollipop you know comes in the building and the problems just start all over again he would shove me he would shove me to the floor in the hallway and just laugh at I was always a target because I never fought back that’s how my mom raised me and I’m proud and I’m proud to be like that because it’s like Martin Luther King said violence only furthers violence retaliation only furthers violence and I am a strong believer in that and not being violent so anyway I did not get better at art until I met my art teacher Kathy Sanford after that I trained myself to become a better artist and now I don’t know where my trophy went I had it I had a trophy I don’t call her participation in our trophy I called an art trophy because it wasn’t just me that one I want it that time there’s not another girl it was like that was a good artist she she won also she did color she did like she did like coloring and stuff no I I did a lot of types of art I don’t know how to say it I do lotta different types of art that time I was like I was like doing like a horror movie fanatic art stuff nothing guess I don’t remember what drawings I did to get me the trophy but somebody so I didn’t like the art so I was glad of it but this is my story but. Then I met Rob Hicks when I first started Facebook I only had like maybe 25 friends and then I started meeting some other people that were into horror Movie’s my artwork got noticed by by Mick Strawn who is a production designer for 2 of the nightmare movies he was a great production designer actually, I’m glad my art got published because of him I’m glad I can actually write without typing this is really awesome wanna just wanted to try this out

My name is Barry lee cusick I am a first time published sketch artist I illustrated for Mick Strawn in the behind the screams book 3 of my drawings were published in the book along with my name I was freaking out when I saw my name. I started drawing when I was in headstart my first drawing was freddy krueger it wasn’t very well done but I didn’t discover my talent until later later on! 

I was introduced to the arts by an art teacher from pocola public school. 

I was also seduced by the horror genre 

When I was a kid. I hated going to school every day but I loved being at home. I always felt like I didn’t fit in for a long time I didn’t know why but now I know why it was because I was different it  was because  I am autistic but I had no idea at the time anyway I was trying to become a self-taught artist and now I am I love drawing graphic art making canvas art is amazing back in the day i was drawing on scrap paper doing scrap pieces, things that make me autistic. I’m obsessed with tv and horror films and superheroes my favorite superheroes Sheldon Cooper, 

Superman, Wolverine, spiderman, Incredible Hulk, Ironman, Thor, Batman,